Wednesday, 23 December 2020

Washing Utensils - A New-found Meditative Avocation

I never thought the day would come, when I would say, that I have developed a strong proclivity for washing utensils. Our womenfolk are so lucky to be dabbling away at this chore for generations!

If this were the opening lines of a speech, I am sure a few awkward moments of silence would have precipitated upon its completion. But even if this is to be read, as it is being now, I am pretty sure, it has already equipped our snowflake millenials with enough munition to start firing away judgements and abuses. To wit, I can see from a mile away, epithets in varying degrees of calumny such as “What a misogynist” or “Bloody male chauvinist”, or more patronizing pontifications such as “I feel sorry for the poor boy, it boils down to his upbringing” or “He needs to be put in his place” all in the process of being rolled up into one big wrecking ball, that is soon to be despatched my way.

I should have possibly thought twice before standing precariously close to a powder keg with an alighted matchstick twirling around my fingers. In a country like ours, where proliferation of social media has brazenly amplified, the polarization of opinions, misconstrual of even those comments spoken with tongue firmly in cheek, and the goading of pugnacious spirits of my fellow compatriots to take offence at the drop of hat, I ought to have been more careful before aberrating from my usual scrivening of non-controversial themes. Considering the intolerant times we live in, we live in perpetual danger of angling towards some controversy of sorts, which precariously waits to be dished up and served in mouthfuls.

But I will do my best at explaining fully what I really want to convey and then people can re-think and re-judge.

In late June, my wife and self returned back to Hyderabad from Chennai, where we were locked down in my parent’s home since March. It was a conscious decision we took, weighing the pros and cons of the perilous flight journey when the COVID-19 caseload in India was just beginning to spiral out of control. The pro was simple, single and straightforward – We missed the solitude of our own home, which was waiting empty in Hyderabad, where we were miles away from the nearest kith or kin. We could wake up when we wanted, roam around in more ‘comfortable’ clothing (otherwise considered unbecoming for a quasi-orthodox family) and have our much desired privacy without the fear of prying eyes or furtive ears. This incontestably was the sole incentive that drew us back to our loveable alien city.

The arguments notched up against the cons side of the ledger were more – We would certainly miss the comfort of our familial company, the quality time we spent breaking bread together, memorable dinner table banter with a skilled deipnosophist in the form of myself calling the shots, games that we used to play such as Rummy, Scrabble or Mastermind which weren’t touched for years, and newly cultivated fitness fads that had become part of our daily routine in the lockdown period. To boot, it was one of those rare stretch of weeks where I paid very little from my pocket for running the household, which facilitated a tidy accumulation of reserves in my bank account and most importantly, despite our best intentions to partake in the household chores, we didn’t break much of a sweat as we had ample help around the house – My father, my brother and I took the onus of procuring all essentials for the house, I helped with the laundry, whereas my wife and mother managed the household chores of cooking, utensil washing, sweeping and floor mopping (since we deemed it too risky to avail the services of our housemaid) with a bit of help from everyone chipping in from time to time. In short it was a rather comfortable setup, but deep down I knew all these fancy perks would come to an end sometime sooner than later. Which is why when the government announced the resumption of flight services, despite the huge risk of travel, I flirted with a major gamble, and booked a flight to get back to the environs of my Hyderabad home. My decision was eventually vindicated as thankfully neither my wife nor I contracted this debilitating virus.

Now having made ourselves at home, a difficult decision had to be made – how do we split the household management? We were pretty used to having the cook and maid help take a huge weight off the management of the household chores. The apportioning had to be equal and impartial. I, of course offered to take the ownership of groceries procurement/shopping and laundry management, as I am the more outdoorsy person, but I knew that simply wouldn’t cut enough mustard. My wife being a stickler for cleanliness, wasn’t too keen on handing over the reins to me in the floor sweeping and mopping departments, knowing jolly well that I would do an awful job at it. Considering that I was anyways neck deep in capacity planning work, if capacity is what I plan, she was good enough to take on bulk of the heavylifting, leaving me to gleefully lap up the less strainful of the lot. Well with the addition of one little thing, which I almost forgot - Washing Utensils. Little did I know, what I signed up for!

Washing utensils is a simple skill really that just needs a delicate pair of hands, and some finesse in your fingers. You first bathe the piece of chinaware with running water, then daub it with a bit of washing soap, and then massage its predominantly steely structure for a few seconds, and then again bathe it in water before you drop it off into a basket. Repeat this ritual over and over till you finish all the utensils.

I must admit, the initial days of this task wore me out, as I had no prior experience in this endeavor. Thanks to the flexibility of my schedule I could always pencil in a 45 minute slot between 10 PM and Midnight, but my approach to this hour of drear was marked with an air of significant lassitude. The repulsive sight of overflowing vessels plonked up the sink gave me the daily dosage of nocturnal blues.

My start in this undertaking was not very successful either. Neither would, my timeliness or my adeptness at wielding the culinary weapons, have qualified as a hissing and byword. If I were to describe my initial performance with an arresting one-liner, ‘Making a mockery of the crockery’ would be a fitting critique! Within the first week, I broke the handle of a tea pot and two plastic spoons, while giving them an intense scrub. During the second week, too much of soap application caused the cooker to slip from hands and break on its head. During the course of the third week, I shattered my wife’s prized glass soup bowl, nearly causing her a fit of apoplexy. In short, within one month, there were a handful of mutilated goods that had been defenestrated, and my wife said she regretted ever having asked for my favor and I was nearly forbidden from entering the kitchen, during the witching hour of the sink!

But I persisted. We Bharadwajs belong to a spirited clan. Of what use is a man of grit and gumption, if he can’t get a grip on a vessel or two! It was a rejuvenated Nikhil, who squared up at the old grind for round number two, albeit this time, with a stratagem. I decided to use music as my companion for the duration of this activity. My idea was that if I were to make a stultifying activity into a more engaging one, I could use a source of divertissement. There, thankfully exists a small pedestal atop the chimney right next to the sink, where I can mount my mobile and also have a good screen view. Having ascertained that it was fit for purpose, I decided to put it to good use.

So began the second innings of my utensil washing sojourn. I re-started the activity with the companionship of my usual playlist which hadn’t undergone much insertions or outsertions since I transferred my favorite songs from my laptop to a newly purchased One Plus 6T a couple of years back - A staid medley of world music – A.R.Rahman Classics, peppy feel-good Kollywood numbers from Harris Jayaraj, Beatles, New Age Albums such as Voyage and Enya, and Indian Fusion/Rock bands such as Agam and Local Train etc. Little did I know, this would bridge the vast chasm of memory lost to the recesses of time and form my re-union with long forgotten music which I last heard in my teens and even before that. I caught up with one of my favorite techno-pop bands Kraftwerk whose tunes I addictedly played on loop (purely going by my parent’s hearsay) when I was a toddler and devoured every single album of my favorite bands - Enya and Massive Attack which we used to listen frequently on long car journeys in my boyhood. I fossicked for my favorite 90’s songs such as Colonial Cousins, Vande Mataram, Deva’s Kollywood chart-busting Gaana songs (some of which are not in Youtube), which stirred up a heady brew of childhood nostalgia. And to top it all, thanks to the effective inveigling of Youtube Recommendations, which the fellows working at it seem to be doing a dashed good job of it, paved way for my bonding with newer genres of music which I socially distanced myself from, despite years of persuasion from friends and cousins! I decided to give Linkin Park, Metallica, Akon and Eminem a try which never caught my attention even two decades ago, when it was a rage with my pals, as I had deemed it to be too philistine for my own liking. My pre-conceived notions finally came to light now, as listening to them, I realized, there was more to it than what met the ear (with a slight tweak of the more acceptable phrase). In all honesty, I enjoyed them and realized that there is a certain meditative cadence about music, which is soothing to the soul, and  acts as a sedative to the fingers that ply the vessels.

It didn’t stop with music. It laid a neat segway into other kinds of informative videos on science, technology, psychology, sport etc. In the four months that have lapsed since then, I have seen atleast 50 insightful Ted X talks on topics such as Increasing Productivity, Creative Writing, Sustaining Relationships, Healthy food habits and lifestyles. I have devoured videos on Artificial Intelligence and Big Data that has always piqued my interest over the last several years, but that remained no more than piqued thanks to my purportedly ‘frenzied’ work life in Pre-COVID times. I have subscribed to several ‘for the most part unbiased’ Youtube channels such as The Economist, Khan Academy, National Geographic Channel, Science Insider, Fire of Learning and many other smaller channels (in both English and Tamil) which have drip fed my thirst for knowledge in a neat manner on various fields across the spectrum such as Politics, Science, Geography, History, Literature etc.

The cliché that ‘The most negative thing about 2020 has been the word positive’ has been employed ad-nauseum and I feel sickened whenever I hear this line. I don’t know how many real tangible positives are there that we could take away this year, but surely there is one according to me, which is the seemingly notional concept of a temporal slowdown. Short of saying the world has ground to a resounding halt, it would be undeniable to admit that there seems to be more time in all our hands. In pre-COVID days, life careened at a dizzying pace, seemingly providing no time for anything outside of the usual fixtures of quotidian life. But now a few useful hours have been reimbursed to the 24-hour circadian rhythm. Of late I have been sleeping for 9 solid hours a day, and have woken up with the insouciance of a man, who knows there is no need to hurry, gladdened by the knowledge that food is a stone’s throw away, and comforted by the fact that there are no physical distances to be covered and the provider of my daily bread - The laptop is at a touching distance. There is suddenly more time to pursue hobbies such as to read books, to take a few potshots at writing the premise for my first novel which never got beyond a few pages or to pick up and polish the short story ideas that have littered my laptop over the years, to do a solid one hour session of Yoga or Walk or to initiate little virtual connects with close friends and relatives across the globe. In short there is a profusion of ‘Me Time’. The concept of weekend has blurred, as all days look pretty much the same (I have time to watch a movie on the morning of a Tuesday, and if needed I could even clock in a couple of hours of work on a Sunday) and as a result, the notional feeling of Monday Blues has also diminished significantly.

To top it all, I owe a little note of thanks to this wonderful little hobby (having accorded it with a well-deserved promotion from a chore) which has wrought about a thirst for knowledge and learning. I no longer view vessels with the weariness of a looming ennui, instead I look upon it as a 45 minute capsule of learning and knowledge enhancement.

Yet another rare benison of a wretched year! So much for a damn virus which research has proclaimed to be ten thousand times smaller than a grain of salt!

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